Know the truth.. and find peace. Share the way!

We might often confuse reaching true love with finding a man or a woman we can share passion or be passionate about. A man or a woman to whom we can give our everything and whom in return will give their everything (... like that is even possible for a human being! considering our foolishness, selfishness, mindlessness and so on .. ) And so we go places, we search all around (and across the oceans even). Cause there might be a corner on this earth where our ONE is hiding.  If not, we eagerly wait for the day. The day when true love comes.

At times we find certain somebodies that seems to fit the profile (the one we made up in our minds). Only to discard them as soon as we figure out they cannot or will not give their everything to us. And how could they? They might have nothing much for (or of) themselves. What could they possibly give to us (out of nothing much)? Oh my! Look at our disillusion! Our rage! Our readiness to crucify them! Or ourselves!

And what if they have something (.. or even everything for the matter) for (or of) themselves? Why is it that they must give it to us? In the name of love!?! How are we being entitled or deserving on somebody else`s something? Our foolish answer, because we give our everything in return ( ... even though.. our everything is close to nothing really)! Unrequested mainly! And funny thing, whenever we are requested, we feel offended. Offended for being requested though entitled to request

I am loved. Plenty. By some. Or many (so they say). Unrequested! And then blamed for it. Cause what is given to me, freely, I seem to not always appreciate. Or need it. Which takes me into wondering whether we, people, actually realize that, it is not that we love (.. or are being loved) too little or too much that is the problem in (or with) love. But the fact that love is misdirected.

Cause, love is not something that can be given to one or another (.. or taken from one or another as a matter of fact). Love is a self state of being. A state of being into which we can include (or exclude) whomever and whatever. And it has nothing to do with our (or other`s) qualities or worthiness. Though surely people`s qualities and worthiness can trigger us into love. But then... 

Wake up! Make the distinction between the trigger and the very state of love. Loving (or being loved) in self interest (for whom people are or represent to us, whether in real or our imagination) cannot be love

I know one man that loves me. Not because he is a man and I am a woman. Neither for whom or what I am to him. But because I AM and because he IS. Love. Nothing else is needed! By being his mirror, I`m reflected back to myself! I`m awaken into the state of love. Into which I can include whomever and whatever. Simply because. I AM. Love.

The only real distance to love is self awareness. Beingness. Thus... I call on our awakening! 11:11!

Let it be light! (... in celebration of my greatest friend, Justin R., on his 44th spring) In Lak`ech, Odilia

  1. Music is for each human and non human being. Music is within and without us all.
  2. Everybody can sing and everybody has his own unique voice. Incomparable that is. Don`t be a copy!
  3. There is no such thing as too soon or too late to start singing. Have courage and fulfill your dreams! Make sure, in the process, they are your own not someones else`s.
  4. You can sing whatever style/songs as long as it does not harm you and it is truly what you want and love. Singing what is in fashion, for the market or for whatever other reasons is not a true expression of yourself, will not bring you happiness and is neither genuine art. 
  5. Singing brings peace, joy and relaxation. Whatever brings the opposites is not singing.
  6. Singing is ultimately a connection with your own soul and the source of existence.
  7. When you`ll be ready, everything else will be ready for you. The Universe conspires for your happiness. Thus, do not struggle for perfection, become ready... to embrace it. your inspiration and success, In Lak`ech, Odilia

We seek. We find. We process (compare, analyze, comprehend) similarities and differences. We reach to a higher perspective. The one that reveals to us that differences are mere illusions, that all is connected, all is one. Life is not better anywhere else (whatever corner of the world, that is).
The same struggles goes within each human being. We might see them on different scales, in different colors, but only because we judge them from the outside. We measure them from our standing point, which is always a comparing point.
What is within cannot be measured from without. Thus what is within may be found only when the search without is finalized.
When the process is ended what is within becomes one with what is without. The rest is creation. 
When peace, love, truth is within, you cannot experience the opposites without. No matter what seems to happen around you. No matter where you are. No matter whom you encounter.
It is the journey of every human being. (I dare to say, of every living being.) None can escape it. And none can transfer its end results (the knowledge of the one who experienced, that is). Thus none can reach its end before their processing. We can however share our journey. Our thoughts, findings and discoveries. Then the journey might seem easier, faster, happier... Trust everyone`s journey! Trust your journey! And let`s share! your awareness (dedicated to Herwig D.), In Lak`ech, Odilia

Everyday we get more and more into slavery by buying things more or less "valuable" that are neither of real use nor a necessity to our happiness. We are lead to believe that this is how it is supposed to be. That we shall follow the trends so we can be acknowledged. That our value consists of gold weight and money worth of the things we own.

Love between two people. I still have problem to define "what is right" in this context, then I was looking for another point of view. (M. L.)
The marriage was over because of both of us. I was lost and she was not strong enough, she failed to bring me back to myself. (W. K.)
The "right" relationship in my beliefs requires not a perfect mind/physical/soul match but a dedication to love beyond the limits of our common beliefs and personal needs. A process of evolution and break through the social, cultural, religious, human conditionings, etc...

Based on Jung`s Categories (Introverted or Extroverted, Intuitive or Sensing, Feeling or Thinking and Perceiving or Judging) my personality type results describe me as an INTP with characteristics from an INFP (because of marginal preference of Thinking over Feeling) .
"Generally, INTPs build successful careers in areas requiring quite intensive intellectual efforts and calling for creative approach. INTPs are often found in research, development and analytical departments. INTPs often make a very successful career in academia thanks to their strong and versatile way of thinking and originality."
"Overall, INFPs are effective in occupations involving a lot of intellectual work that is focused on humanities and social science, spirit and soul, inspirational activities, and requiring creativity. Social workers, psychologists, life coaches, addiction rehab counselors, mental and community care staff, children education, teaching, and also creative script writing are just some of the examples of suitable occupations for INFPs. They also succeed at academia thanks to their intellectual strength."
My personality characteristics are interestingly described in the Rational Portrait of the Architect (INTP) and well balanced by the Idealist Portrait of the Healer (INFP) which explains my choices and direction in life.

Soul mates cannot be searched for around or in far away places. They don`t fit within our criteria of best match perceived by limited thought process. However, they will be there in perfect timing. As soon as you have found Yourself! your awareness and success, In Lak`ech, Odilia

I have looked for a while into the principles of the 13 Moon Calendar and what it means to us as human beings. I found it quite intriguing.
After I decoded my day of birth and found my Galactic Signature to be White Overtone Mirror lots of things made sense to me as for who I am and what is my purpose in life. 
I strongly believe knowing this informations about yourself will answer many of your questions and will inspire you to take action and follow the path you were meant to.
"By playing the role of your galactic signature, your allow yourself - your mind, body and spirit - to vibrate to that particular frequency and you broadcast it out to everyone around you. This is your gift to the world."
Use the Galactic Signature Decoder to find out which of the following signatures you are, and then find some inspiration in your free mayan reading here. your awareness and success, In Lak`ech, Odilia

Sunday, 7 October 2012, I joined Olga van der Pennen with this songs, belonging and dedicated to Jules Massenet, in her quest to revive classical music within the hearts of people and the cultural life of Best.


- Let`s meditate together... And help me to succeed being what I always desired to be.
- More precisely?
- Positive, open to knowledge, immune to pessimism and suffering.
- And how do you think I could help you?
- To start trusting myself and others... to open up to love... and to complete myself before others. To find myself a purpose and stop destroying myself. You can! You always can!